Today I am so happy to be taking part in the blog tour for Baxter’s Requiem by Matthew Crow, an unforgettable novel that I thoroughly recommend.
Baxter and Greg are coming together a lifetime apart. Both have suffered heartbreaking loss. At ninety-four, Baxter knows that time is no longer on his side. Old wounds begin to resurface and he knows there is one thing he still needs to do. At just nineteen, Gregory’s time is just beginning but already he is weary with life after the death of his younger brother. He’s struggling to make sense of his world and has lost hope for the future. Both men need each other to move on and learn to say goodbye. For Baxter this means a trip to France and a final goodbye to the man who never came home. For Greg it’s the opportunity to see what it means to survive heartbreak and that even after the worst has happened, there is still a life out there waiting for him.
This is a stunning novel with a beautiful love story at the heart of it. Baxter is such an intriguing character. Matthew writes his story with care and grace. I found the relationship between Baxter and Thomas touching and for me it portrayed the meeting of two soulmates perfectly. Thomas’ fate is shown to us gradually through the story and although incredibly sad, Baxter’s love and his need to have Thomas remembered left me feeling hopeful. Remembrance is important and this novel shows us how vital it is to continue to talk, write and read about the past and the people we have lost. This is really the only way to keep them alive.
Now, so late in the day, his wounds had reopened.
Names he had not mentioned in over sixty years danced on his tongue, daring to be spoken. Names of people that he loved. People that were silenced; their ashes swept clean.
Inside of him were names that deserved to be heard.
Inside of him were names that deserved to be known.
There will always be hatred and evil in this world, history continues to teach us that, but the memories we hold will give us hope and remind us that there is always something worth living for. Love is indeed a beautiful thing and the light from it can never be extinguished, no matter how dark the days may be.
The world he had seen that day did not exist in the world he had known before. The noise was too loud. The horror was too succinct. How, he thought as they disembarked at camp, could a world so full of love be privy to such vast and unyielding hatred?
Baxter’s Requiem is a book to remind us that cruelty, a lack of acceptance or understanding still continue to cause loss, heartbreak and unimaginable pain even today. And yet there is empathy, kindness and most of all love to be found in the most unlikely of places. With Baxter we have learned the peace that can be found in facing our past and also helping others along the way. He and Gregory have also shown that you really are never to old (or young) to make a difference.
There is so much love and kindness in the pages of this book. From Suzanne, the hardworking Manager of Melrose Gardens Retirement Home, Baxter’s lifelong friend Winnie (thank you Matthew for writing such an awesome school Librarian :), to Ramila who is tough as nails but hands a lifeline to Gregory without even realising it. I absolutely adored every word of this novel and I look forward to seeking out more from this inspiring young author.
Thank you so much to Anne Cater for inviting me to be part of the blog tour and for bringing wonderful Baxter into my life.
Mr Baxter is ninety-four years old when he falls down his staircase and grudgingly finds himself resident at Melrose Gardens Retirement Home.
Baxter is many things – raconteur, retired music teacher, rabble-rouser, bon viveur – but
‘good patient’; he is not. He had every intention of living his twilight years with wine, music
and revelry; not tea, telly and Tramadol. Indeed, Melrose Gardens is his worst nightmare –
until he meets Gregory.
At only nineteen years of age, Greg has suffered a loss so heavy that he is in danger of
giving up on life before he even gets going.
Determined to save the boy, Baxter decides to enlist his help on a mission to pay tribute to
his long-lost love, Thomas: the man with whom he found true happiness; the man he waved
off to fight in a senseless war; the man who never returned. The best man he ever knew.
With Gregory in tow Baxter sets out on a spirited escape from Melrose, bound for the war
graves of Northern France. As Baxter shares his memories, the boy starts to see that life
need not be a matter of mere endurance; that the world is huge and beautiful; that kindness
is strength; and that the only way to honour the dead, is to live.
Baxter’s Requiem is a glorious celebration of life, love and seizing every last second we
have while we’re here.
About the author
Matthew Crow was born and raised in Newcastle. Having worked as a freelance journalist since his teens he has contributed to a number of publications including the Independent on Sunday and the Observer.
He has written five novels, Ashes and My Dearest Jonah – the second of which was nominated for the Dylan Thomas Prize for Literature – and two book for young adults, In Bloom – which was nominated for the Carnegie Medal and the North East Teen Book Award and listed in the Telegraph’s Best YA of 2014 List – and Another Place.
Baxter’s Requiem was published in September 2018 by Corsair, an imprint of Little Brown.
You can follow Matthew on Twitter at @matthewcrow